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Love is our Resistance
They'll keep us apart, they won't stop breaking us down

Biography

The name is CLARA. Uses xRukia in ASF.
I'm in love with nobody/somebody.
eighteleveninesix is my day.
I'm a die-hard fan of Phantasmagoria, Exist†Trace and An Cafe.
If you say Phantasmagoria & An Cafe are gay/girls, then get a pair of specs yeah?
My greatest enemies are Liars, Backstabbers, Hypocrites and Naggy peeps. I hate them alot. World would be sucha better place without them all.

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Mediabox

An Cafe - Alone, Kizuna, Snow Scene; SuG - P!NK Masquerade, かぎりのつき、きみにつむぐ。, love scream party; The GazettE - Cockroach, Before I decay, Distress and Coma, Shiikureta Haru Kawarenu Haru, Filth in the beauty; Phantasmagoria - Lost in thought, Suicide Gemini; Exist+Trace - Resonance, Ambivalence, 「終わりのない世界」, Forward; Nightmare - Jishou (Shounen Terrorist), Jibun no hana, Hate.



Sweetdesires

Did I hear someone said "cheese" or "chocolate"?

HIM
An Ipod Nano
Punkish Harajuku skirt
Part-time job
Mana-sama (Malice Mizer) / The GazettE guitar pluck
An electric guitar
1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8 piercings.
Lip piercing
New converse shoes
Bunny bag
A gothic lolita dress *Squeals*
Save up $98 for a pair of punk lolita boots *watery eyes*
SEXPOT ReVeNGe top
SEXPOT ReVeNGe skirt
Knee length sneakers
G.L.P Punk lolita dress
A SEXPOT ReVeNGe store in Singapore!!
KStar garter skirt
Kera Shop Top
KStar Neko Hoodie
G.L.P Punk top
KStar skirt
A Phantasmagoria (is not disbanding!! YAY!), the GazettE, Exist Trace, An Cafe poster
Fake eyelashes(for keeps :x)


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Meet the people I love♥

Emma Wan Ying (Jie) Richie Belinda
Hannah friend Wanie friend friend friend
friend friend friend friend
friend friend friend friend

Pastentries

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January 2010
February 2010
March 2010
April 2010


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Friday, February 26, 2010

Lol, got better with belinda, we talked and whatsoever.
But i dont wholeheartedly want to be her bff anymore.
Seriously. Leave then leave? Anw, today i went to amk hub with celine,
and bought cute suspenders o(>v<)o and a muffler scarf (Lovin it to bitz! ;DD)
Lol, today, celine and belinda made my day. Really. I had a good laugh.
Celine and belinda always play kiss kiss, so normally celine would go near belinda and
do a *muacks* sound and belinda would just not move. But today, belinda made a mistake.
So when celine leaned in wanting to do the muacks, Belinda also leant in and you get a?
KiSS!
Hai, kissu desu. Then they both was like pui pui pui! Then my face was like oh my fuckin gosh. Then belinda went off to tell everyone (she always spread gossips, dont she?) then i accompanied celine to the toilet. Hehe.. Pangseh belinda..
And while in the toilet, Celine said: "I'd rather give my first kiss someone else then Belinda man! And somemore first kiss give to a girl! Eeeee! She camp never brush teeth in the morning right? Eeee! I want wash my mouth with DETTOL!" Haha, super cute! :)

♥our lips must always be sealed
3:10 AM

Friday, February 19, 2010

I will never ever believe in this word 'BFFs' anymore. I had enough.
Enough is enough. Stop your nonsense, lies and everything, remove that mask of yours.
Its simply disgusting. I hate you to the ultimate core, you made me hit my limits.
Although i have forgiven you, i haven't done so completely.
Just leave, dont ever come back to us. Not everyone can tolerate you, that is certainly true.
And just leave, dont say 'change environment'. It makes you sound really stupid, really.
If you want to go, just go, but you left me with rainy eyes.
Undoing a bond can be unexpectedly simple but it's unexpectedly hard to tie a bond that has come apart. - Antic Cafe; Kizuna(Bonds)
And to think i broke down today because of the fustration and the feeling of losing a friend is
so hard to bear. Im feeling so stupid right now, because those tears of anger are trickling down
once again. Seriously, i would never cry because of some friend. But i have to see you
everyday. But its okay, since i dont trust anyone but myself from here on.
And i dont think its okay breaking the whole group up because of you.
Its just like Bou quitting Antic Cafe (Just that you are not as pretty as him). Miku cried too, as well as Kanon and Teruki.
Anyway, i dont care anymore. You are nothing to me right now anyway.

~絆~ (~BondS~) - AnCafe

Bou's the blonde guitarist if you dont know, and he's a guy.

Alone - AnCafe

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1:22 AM

Wednesday, February 17, 2010

Lol! Today was like the most freakin embarassing day at school!
I mean, most people commented on my hair. Yeah, it went baaaad!
That auntie seriously dont know what is cut abit shorter man...
Still cut my fringe so short... zzzz...
But its okay lol! I like cutting hair lols, i'd do really stupid things if i dont cut my hair..
Its a habit of mine lol! So i havent been able to keep my hair long..
But im determined to resist cutting (*sniff* my *sniff* hair...*sobs*) so i can get
that dolly hair i've been wishing for! ;) Anw, i'll stop here <3

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2:59 AM

Friday, February 12, 2010

I went to collect my neko hoodie today, so i went to admiralty and i saw this girl carrying a daiso plastic bag in the train. Then when i arrived, i sms-ed the person that i was gonna collect the hoodie from. And lol! She was that girl, and i went, hey i saw you in the train! And she went oh i saw you too! Then rushed home just to try on the hoodie, but it was abit big cause my arms werent long enough.. But as long as they were authentic K-STAR clothes, i was satisfied.. So instead of wearing it as a tee, i wore it as a jacket ;) Cant take pics now because my mom's home, sad.. XP Anw, gonna have my Miku haircut after CNY.
Miku is such a cute guy! xP
Anw, i shall stop here.

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1:18 AM

Thursday, February 11, 2010

Today was a goodxbad day i should say..
Good thing is, i collected my G.L.P top, which rocks, not joking ;)
And tomorrow is the day for my neko hoodie!! *squeals*
Bad thing is, i took some pics with my new top and posted it on facebook and ASF peeps went looking at it omg! Yah i was really mad at first but then, who cares? LOL im just another ordinary girl, no? ;D

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5:35 AM

Monday, February 8, 2010

Yay! Im so happy today! I went to Woodlands to collect that skirt i bought, and seriously, I LOVE IT! DAMN ITS THE NICEST THING IN MY WARDROBE! And i bought a box of 0 degree purple coloured contacts because there isnt any for astigmatism, but i can use the degree ones but still, i have to buy 2 pairs because my degrees are different. So i wanted to find a matching top for the skirt but Woodlands doesnt seem to have any nice stuff clothes that i like.. Damn.. :(
Anw, going to bugis soon.. I hope i can find a white cutsew top to match my frilled black skirt.. It would look very lolita.. Hahas.. I'll stop here :D

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5:44 AM

Saturday, February 6, 2010

Lol, im sooooo damn bored right now, so i'll post about today.. Nothing special actually,
anw, i discovered a new Oshare-kei / Heavy positive rock band, SuG (i discovered it long ago ==, but heard their songs and the first part i was like pfft, not nice! But tried listening to them now and it rocks xD) and Nightmare, a metal band. And my first song ever heard from SuG is Love Scream Party, and i loved it but just downloaded the latest P!NK Masquerade album which has obviously songs i like, otherwise i wont even click on the download button. And for Love Scream Party, i download it single because well, i was lazy to wait for the other albums (GIANISM-Nightmare, Before I Decay-TheGazettE, Ambivalent Symphony-ExistTrace, BB Parallel World-AnCafe) to be done downloading xD And the reason i just started listening to Nightmare and immediately downloaded their new album because 1: handsome guys, 2: my type of song, 3: fell in love with their songs. Anw, here's P!NK Masquerade and


Those were the songs that got me hooked xP Enjoy.

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10:19 AM

Thursday, February 4, 2010

Woo! Gonna collect the skirt on Monday! Then on Thursday comes my SEXPOT ReVeNGe jacket (*laughs like mad in the inside*) And it isnt what you think o( -v-)o Its a japanese goth-punk brand along with sexy dynamite london and hellcat punks :D Damn i love those clothes! *In goth-punk clothes mania* Anw, i shall try and take a pic of those yeahhs? And btw, Wanying jie, you rock manzxzxzx!Today damn sian, fux matthews seat all way the whiteboard is so far that have to fuxing squint my eyes lol must get her to change my i' ll stop here.

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3:54 AM

Tuesday, February 2, 2010

Argh.. Sick today.. Damn bored, but i still have Phantasmagoria and the Gazette songs to accompany me *giggles*
Anw, went foruming at sgclub and went to the lolita section in search for some punk loli clothings and i found some SEXPOT ReVeNGe clothings which im damn interested in.. Well im still waiting for the measurements to be posted and eventually i'll go meetup with them lol..
Anw, i dont really have anything to post right now coz well, im stuck at home xD
So, thats all for now (*≧▽≦)

♥our lips must always be sealed
1:49 AM